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Viva Elite is the latest model , I just fregging pass my driving on tuesday. I resit for it thrice because I have phobia with the hills too bad for me right and when I pass everyone was happy for me especially my mom. I was telling my mom you better get me a car soon I dont care what it is as long as I can freaking Go college and finish the one year. Then, just now she call me and said her friend is picking me up for test drive and I was like you freaking serious and she sid yes. He picked me up then went for the test drive and he said what color do you want ? I was like is not like my mom is buying me the car now right ? He said she is all you need to do is choose the color and I was are you serious ? He said yeah , and I just pick the color and I will have the car within two weeks time. I wasnt happy actually it makes me even sad and stress out. I am really stress out nowadays and I am willingly surrender my life. I cannot say I want to commit suicide because I know everyone will freak out and started to bla bla bla. I was just saying and I wont do it. I lift it up to God. I dont want a car anymore. It doesnt mean anything to me at all.

sad,

gia

my love letter

My dear baby,

I'm currently listening to you snoring in your sleep. (It's normal for humans to snore in their sleep when they're extremely tired.) You passed your driving exam! Praise the Lord! You have no idea how hard I prayed for you. I was practically kneeling down outside my classroom during lunch break. I asked God to let you pass and I told Him that I would do anything if He let you pass and He did! Praise the Lord! A great big THANK YOU to the nice JPJs there who treated you so nicely.

I'm sorry for annoying you just now. YES. I AM annoying and super LO-SO. Sorry baby. I'll try not to be so annoying anymore. Baby, I know that it takes time to gain your trust and I will do anything in my power to gain it. No matter how long it may take, I will continue to work my butt off for this relationship. I love you so much, mi amor. You are my one and only and the last person I will ever love. I know most people won't believe that we will be able to make it through but together, we'll prove the world wrong. Okay?

For all those who are against homos, there's only one thing I've got to say. If God never created homosexuals, then there won't be any in the world. Am I right? Have you guys ever wondered why God created homosexuals? It's not just 'For FUN' but it is to test how we, as human beings, can accept the creations of God with open arms and all you HATERS out there have obviously failed in this area. We're not different from other 'straight' human beings and we've got feelings too so please, STOP DISCRIMINATING US. It's just MEAN.

Just felt the need to let that out. Anyways, baby, I love you so much and I'm improving myself everyday. I hope you'll see changes in me when we meet in 10 days time. I love you so so so so much.

hugs, kisses and love forever,
your baby boo a.k.a urangel.

p/s- i am Zzzzzz :) go figure. Who says I'm afraid to tell the world? :D

wooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooO.

I wanan gaga with youuuu!

Happy Anniversary !

 

 I asked her what is the best thing I ever done for her? She answered " The cupcakes with my name on it that were your first gift and it is the best". I gave her the cupcakes when I starting to get to know her. I guess first gift is always the one we will treasure the most. I dont think the diamond necklace I bought for her worth the cupcakes. Happy Anniversary ! , this is our 7th months and thank you Lord for everything that you provide us and the love you show unto us. Life is amazing if there's You and her. 

Too bad we cant celebrate our 7 months anniversary because she's not here with me. I'll be meeting her in two weeks time cant wait to pack my bags and get on the air plane. Sacrifices that is what we are doing for the best and the future. She told me she's leaving in a short notice like 3 weeks before and its not easy for me I guess I roll it pretty well. I just cant wait to see her and I'll make sure I'll get the chance to see her every month. That is my promise to her and she is the love of my life. 

I love you baby boo. 

You are the best.

He loves us and we can pull this off together its okay to be far apart because we do this for him,family,us and our future family.

Its okay to not do things together like we use to be because we will be able to do that when we finally settle down.

Its okay we cant see each other often and we'll miss each other like crazy that is what will spice up our relationship and we will appreciate each other even more.

We can do this , its okay to cry but the goal and purpose is to trust him and have faith in him.

I love you and I'll wait for you , so dont worry I am not going anywhere but always by your side.

I believe in you because you are a changed person and made such excellent improvement to show and prove to them that life isnt just about drama,having fun and so forth but life is to make it out the best for the Lord so that we will always live in his presence and help people around us , for family to give them good life and for us to have baby shannon . 

We will continously helps the cancer Kids.

I love you babyboo.

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!

god bless,

gia

I believe in you and me ..

 

The thought crosses my mind , words left unsaid and things yet undone. 

There's so much more that I want to show to her and I made promise to myself  to say each day how much she means to me. 

Life is amazing for me and it was never easy. A phrase that sound  "If we are meant to be,we will be together" an old man said everyone keeps telling me this and here is the truth "Destiny is like you built a bridge to the person you love".Love is joy and pure. I lost love once in my life , it was never easy but it is something that I would like to call it as a life experience. Ive learned so much and it changed me and I am so glad that I am a changed person. The scars reminds me of how much I loved my past before and she never knew how much I loved her I am grateful that it ends. There is two side to every story even though it ends like a disaster but it is worth it. No more drama and pain it feels so good to let go and just live my life. One thing for sure that I know life is getting better and more worth to live. 

As it ends the Big guy up there shown me a wonderful person and she is the best. It wasnt a quick recovery but it does takes time for me to give her the key to my heart. Of course I'll make sure that she will never break my heart. It took me almost two years to heal the pain and swap away the broken heart into a brand new heart. 

I once laugh and thought that I will never love again but I guess he has reasons for everything. 

The big guy up there has shown me life and gave me reasons to everything that had happen to me. I am glad that he is always there with me and he knows that there's so much pain in my heart and send me such an amzing angel to love me as much as I love her. 

He choose a day for me to met this angel , the day that I would never forget and it will always be kept in my heart and mind. It happen year 2007 , December after Christmas what a blessing . I broke up in year 2006 December before Christmas well I dont have to tell that in details. I never got back with her but we are still close and it hurts, I dont think its necessary for me to say in details what happen because people tend to misunderstand and say different things so if they think they know the truth then its good and if they heard different stories then its their bad. I know the truth that is the most important thing. It totally ends when I totally wake up and realize that I should stop and start receive what I asked for from God.

I am totally single but was never available because I'll make sure my heart is heal before I even start dating again. I am lucky that he is always by my side and show me the way the truth and the life. Thank you Jesus. 

He send me an angel that has everything it takes to be part of me and it is precious and special. A gift that I asked for my birthday year 2008.

I have no regrets. Come to think of it I would laugh my ass off and blame myself for being so stupid and naive. Well things change now and everything seems to go it ways. A blessing from above that touches my heart and our heart. The first time I lay my eyes on her I knew she was the one for me and it took me a year to get to know her guess things just happen unexpectedly. I dont rush and I never make the first move maybe because the past teach me a lesson not to trust someone easily and take as much time as I need to get to know this angel. I will never forget what my sister Charlene done for me and for most people who are involve in this amazing relationship they are such a blessing to this relationship. I thank God everyday and thank them for being supportive. Partly because I never gave up on her and continously show her that I deserves to be with her. She is not what I think she is at the very frist place and it is something good to know that we are both improving ourselves and gets better each day. 

Charlene did an excellent job and set up a date with no rehearsal and last minute event plus she have no idea how nervous I am. Actually they know each other way before I mention her name and I was thinking what a small world. There's one night charlene,my boo and I we sat and talked about the past and laugh what a small world guess Ive built a bridge through my sister*LOL*. Say thanks to my cousins their support are very important and my boo get along very well with my family members.

I love her so much with all my heart. We are together for 7 months now. I want to spend the rest of my life with her no one else but her. I love you babyboo. 

Thank you so much for being an amazing wife to me. I am proud of you and admire you. 

You are the love of my life. 

I believe in you and me. 

You are my only one and you are a blessing in my life. 

I love you for eternity.

Love,

gia

I miss MY Boo already ....Day 29

I'll be going over to KL in one month time to see my BabyBoo. She just left to KL yesterday on 8th July I'll be there in a month which is on 8th of August .

I am counting down the days until the day I got to KL.

29 days from now.

First of all I would like to thank my sisters and friends for being there for me. Thank you so much for everything especially accompany through out the day yesterday . I appreciate it so much . Thank you Sarah , you know we love you so much and remember our date on My babyBoo and I first year anniversary aight ?

Thank you to Charlene anak Bong * haha well you always there for me and I am so proud of you sis,Big thanks to Jit for being so supportive and yeah he owes me joy ride on 8th August to send my mom and I to airport *no speeding please you a have a citizens old women in the car . Sorry mama , you always look hot to me but gotta accept the fact that youre getting older. Thank You to Cherrie Yii , thank you for everything and yeah we watched WILD GIRL last night and we bot some stuff . I love sting RAY .. ooo ///

To my bestfriends , Gg and Emerlyn for the supprt . Emerlyn I will never doubt her love and yes she is the best. Thanks ya'all .

To the others as well , you know who you are thank you so much.

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Baby Boo ,

I'll see you soon but Im gonna miss you here still . Everywhere I go it reminds me of you especially my house and the flowers . The psp and everything damn I miss you so much . Even though I can see you through webcam but it nothing compare than seeing you face to face. I miss your touch and your funny act that keeps me smile all the time . I miss teasing you , I love the way you are and You are the best baby .

I miss you so much and Baby I will be studying in KL with you .

Hang on there and I will be there just imagine I am already there the SECRET .

I love you , everything happens for a reason and I believe that God has plan for the both of us.

Partly if you're in Kuching I wont lost weight but gain effing weight so yeah thank anyways .

Take care baby boo remember what I always tell you and taught you before .

Do make mistakes and learn.

Do learn from your mistakes.

Mistakes change your life strive for the better and the best.

I will never leave you so no worries and I will be waiting for you .

I love you so much and I cant imagine my life without you here but it ok I will be going over there often.

God bless our family and friends and keep them save from harm and danger and guide them .

Thank you lord for a wonderful life ,

amazing family and friends ,

and awesome Wife .

I love you my Boo , I miss you so much .

Take a Good care of yourself .

Dont forget to pray and study .

DO NOT FORGET ME .

JESUS AND SHANNON TOO .

Im going over soon .

29 more days to go .

Love always ,

gia

dear anonymous

Today, I was 'lectured' by anonymous regarding the Bible's views on homosexuality. Firstly, I would like to say 'Thank you' for your lecture, anonymous. I was surprised you didn't add in the one in Leviticus as well. That verse would've really spiced up your whole message, ya know. Oh well, it's not like I give a damn anyways.

Why do most 'straight' people have to be so prejudice? I'm not trying to insult anyone here but can't you all be a little UNDERSTANDING for a sec? Just try to imagine how life is like for us. Being insulted every damn day just cause of our sexual preferences. Do you think we're the ones who chose this path? We do not have control over our emotions/feelings towards others. Here's a little something for you to think about. If God didn't create homosexuals, then there wouldn't be any homosexuals in the world, would they?

You say that the Bible says that it is wrong to love someone of the same sex. The Bible also stated that '...it is shameful for a woman to speak in church...' (Paul's letter to the people of Corinth) and yet there are many women ministers, pastors and elders in the world. So does it mean that it is wrong for the church of today to let women speak freely in church?

THINK ABOUT IT.

Especially you, anonymous. Since you know the bible so well, can you please answer that question of mine? Thank you :)

I'd gladly give you another session face to face but too bad you're too chicken to expose yourself. You don't know what Gia and I have been through to get to this point of our relationship so don't you dare criticize and start stereotyping us when you don't know shit.

May God bless you and help you understand.

Amen! God is GOOD!